Birthday Funk

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My biological birthday always has created an emotional funk (my sexual abuse started within 24 hours of my birth).  Additionally, I’m really wanting to heal my right hip stuff but getting traction 3 times this week has really been emotionally overwhelming.  Not having therapy to buffer these events is really hard.  Brain pain, visual disturbances, dissociative amnesia, strong emotions and I just haven’t been able to keep us going.  I daydream about eating lots of food that puts me in la-la-land.  Right now there is just no reprieve.